July 2010
On and on and on you wait and all the days, they fade away and all the nights, they’ve never felt the same if i was wrong then i was wrong and on and on and on and on the things we do are never gonna change well you haven’t got a lot to say but you never want to stop you always want to feel this way i know, i know you’re taking time
Experiencing death is different than I imagined. In movies and in books, it’s an instant sadness. Immediate and over. That’s inaccurate. It follows you, and it lingers nearby, close to the soul. The sadness is always there.
Sometimes it’s like you never left.
All my life I’ve tried to make everybody happy While I just hurt and hide Waiting for someone to tell me it’s my turn to decide
You’re three sides of my excited circle Two lovers juxtaposed with your ways Broken window frames color her eyes in with black lines Let it all run down Let it all run down It’s one way to afford a horizon and in my opinion It’s one way to say we’re abandoned and we don’t belong here at all There’s no explanation or forewarning, underneath all the crimson...
Esther is a life saver.
This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin Tried to reach deep but you couldn’t get in Now you’re outside me You see all the beauty Repent all your sin It’s nothing but time and a face that you lose I chose to feel it and you couldn’t choose I’ll write you a postcard I’ll send you the news From a house down the road from real love
If you’re going to be something you’re not when you’re with me, I don’t want to be with you. I know you better, I remember you better, than you think I do.
“even if i move to disney world, make a disney friend who loves disney as much as...”
– esther lee
You could see what Ive done Staring at emotion In the light of day I was running From the things that youd say We are not what you think we are We are golden, we are golden. We are not what you think we are We are golden, we are golden. Teenage dreams in a teenage circus Running around like a clown on purpose Who gives a damn about the family you come from? No giving up when youre young and you...
i haven't been able to sleep.
the hardest day of my life so far.
love you and miss you and i know you are watching over me.
Exhausted. I wish you were here. It was a hell of a day. Everyone was together because of you, you weren’t there. I love you tee-dah.
the scariest thing is that this doesn't feel real....
Nobody said it was easy, nobody said it would be this hard.
“Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it.”
I read all the cards I’ve gotten from you over the past years. I noticed for the first time that in every card you wrote, “I’m so proud of you”.
And in one, “You’re a joy. Stay that way please.”
I...
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2010-7-11) →
Justin Bieber (11)
V V Brown (11)
Third Eye Blind (8)
Death Cab for Cutie (6)
The Starting Line (5)
Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
“How can you look at me as if I was just another one of your deals?”
tee-dah.
A person should never reduced to the two dates that mark their birth and death, this is because, of course, it is the time in the middle that really matters. So I will remember you for those unique memories you’ve gifted me, the lessons you taught me, and the love you surrounded me with. I can’t thank you enough for that. I remember two days ago, you told my family you’d be our...
After all, to the well-organized mind, death is but the next great adventure. -Albus Dumbledore
We know I cant construct a poem ‘Cause words like girls get bored and run c’est la vie I say “I’ve got so many better things” I’ve got nothing.
And I hope it’s entertaining Cause for me it’s a bitch
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2010-7-4) →
All Time Low (15)
Wheatus (7)
Taylor Swift (7)
Drake & Coldplay (6)
Third Eye Blind (6)
Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
sometimes you gotta stray but i'll usually find my...
You have a way of coming easily to me And when you take, you take the very best of me So I start a fight cause I need to feel something And you do what you want cause I’m not what you wanted
Here we go again I kinda wanna be more then friends So take it easy on me I’m afraid you’re never satisfied Here we go again, We’re sick like animals we play pretend You’re just a cannibal and I’m afraid I won’t get out alive No I won’t sleep tonight
it’s hard to deal, i still love the way you feel.
“One time I saw a tiny Joshua tree sapling growing not too far from the old tree....”
– The Glass Castle
the month of may
Have you ever wished for an endless night, Lassoed the moon and stars and pulled that rope tight? Have you ever held your breathe and asked yourself will it ever get better than tonight?
I hate how everyone is leaving at the same time.
